|Day 99: Are we ready?
||[Feb. 17th, 2002|08:09 pm]
|||||Dave Matthews Band - Cry Freedom||]|
So why day 99 and not 2? I think, psychologically, it may be easier for me to count down to something than count up. Cause lord knows I am sick of 'quit smoking: day 1' for the 5,000th time. I ate what will hopefully be my last meal at 4. I got my sufficient exercise today. I was up at 9 and will hopefully be in bed by 12. I am not planning on going to the Radio show tonight. Its they're like test or something anyway, so they don't need me there. That is also assuming rachel doesn't sleep here so I don't have to wait up for her. Today I am going to pick a book and read for an hour. Simply because I don't read enough (like ever) and I am meaning to change that. I feel really good about this. I really wanted a cigarette today. Patches are irrelevant apparently. I was talking to Rachel the other day about how I don't want to be struggling with smoking for the rest of my life. I also don't want some nasty disease, or cancer. But on the flipside, I'm 23 and I've been smoking for 10 years. Its not supposed to be easy. But if people who have smoked for decades can quit, surely I can do it. Just 99 more days...